slacker!

oh help. i'm such a slacker. can someone slap me a million times n shout 'jct is coming!!' n in.. what? 3 weeks?? how could that possibly be enough for one who cannot sit down for over 15mins just to study? bah. first i sit down for like 10min, den e lure of e computer.. u know what happens next. and the next time i garner e determination to get back to my notes, maybe 15min later the same thing happens.

i must study! e next best solution: go out n study. okay so i'm gg out to study tml.. hopefully i do study. if not.. i dunno.

everyone says ppl gain more stamina to study as they grow older. seriously, that so does not apply to me. my peak was probably in primary school. i seem to have gained nth frm being a student for 12yrs (excluding kindergarten) except learning to escape the tutors attention when u havent done ur tutorials, pretending to pay attention when u're actually thinking of stuff that are of complete irrelevance to whats on the board.

sian. i hate myself now. but i love myself too.. lol.. whatever.

i wanna shop! like shop n shop n shop! n buy things of course, its nv satisfactory if u walk n walk n dun buy stuff.. lolx.. argh. i wan sunglasses, new clothes, a haircut maybe.. basically i juz wanna spend money lar. blablabla..................

ahhhhhhhhhhhhhh.

someone grant me e art of focusing. even better, give me a brain filled with whatever i need to know thx.