arghhhhhhhhhh!

okay i think i'm overly reacting just because of one soundcheck.. but i totally screwed it up man!! my sore throat totally prevented me from singing anything above high C at all, and anything other than that was much too throaty and disgusting. ergh. yes my group was one of the better groups BUT that was simply because my group was full of yr2s. and as usual, my sore throat'll probably take WEEKS to heal(!!!!!!!) and the nxt soundcheck is like, nxt week???? hopefully if i take great care n be extra cautious abt what i eat, i might recover by nxt wk.. hopefully..

anw i was like sweating in e room during amor (it was so hot!!) and thank goodness izzati turned down the temp coz i think i was sweating so profusely anyone would've noticed argh.. so luckily when it was arma lucis i din sweat so much.. but i was like pretty much lost during e 'a-ar-ma lu-cis' part..n i couldn't sing e high parts properly at all.. n i somehow forgot to come in at the 'good morning brother pilgrim..' part! but at least we did catch up quickly.. n i just couldn't reach that last part..argh...

okay shan't say anymore about tt soundcheck le.. now muz concentrate on the nxt soundcheck which is like nxt wk.. hopefully us and all the other groups can do much better ba.. tjchoir rox k! we can do it!!=D

crapp

hai got sore throat man.. n my voice is like sooo crappy.. somemore today got soundcheck.. die sia..i definitely will fail lor.. oh well~ yest was worse lah.. morning wake up onli had headache.. n developed fever during e day.. feeling hot n cold throughout e day sia.. thus skipped my econs lec.. n afternoon had choir.. mebbe shldn't haf strained my voice even more tt's y today bcum worse but.. wanted to practise ma..

argh

hee

todae turned out to be the best day of the year man!!!!!!!! omg.. it's successful!!!!=D me, michelle n zoe were sooo hapi man.. when the interviewers were saying abt cannot leave choir all tt.. i was like thinking 'lol i have never thought of leaving choir man.. ' lolx.. i realli muz thank all my frenz for ur support man! all of u rock!!

finally i gained back my appetite.. lol.. didn't have a decent meal since yest man.. i dont rmb eating lunch n dinner yest.. onli had a small bun for breakfast dis morning.. ate some carrot cake during lunch, which although i had abit of appetite, but when michelle said tjc miss-called her, i lost my appetite yet again.. lol.. so anw i've had a decent dinner.. so yea!

but also.. i'm pretty sad coz some of my close frenz in tj cant make it back.. i know i'll miss them.. but i hope they'll be hapi in their posted jc then.. take care~

yay

i'm hapi!!! =D=D

HAIHAIHAI

the kind of feeling u get.. disappointment.. after that came the determination to stay on.. to do my best to stay on..

anw.. tml i'll probably be v ap.. i dunno.. i realli dont like it. but what can i do. can only hope n pray ba..

hai..

was treasuring every min of choir today.. it cld be my last..=X i really felt today's choir was especially productive, mebbe bcoz of the thought tt i might hafta leave, but i think wat we did today i realli benefited me. if i haf to leave, today wld be my last day in tj.. n in tjchoir. i'll realli realli miss all the people in choir.. thx to tjchoir soo much for making my 1st 3 months so fun..i have realli enjoyed all this time and if i cant get in, i'll definitely go to the concert! and of cos thx to melissa, wanying, serene n all those in cg17/05 for all the times together.. n to scg06/05, for ponning lectures n slacking together=P u'all really rock man=D

alot of ppl are leaving tjc.. hope all of us will be happi in our respective jcs..

i realli realli hope my appeal will be successful.. we'll know on thurs.. hai.. i simply cant bear to leave tjc.. all the people, the frens.. n our choir.. there's too much tt i'll miss..

hapi again

yay i'm in a gd mood today.. in anticipation of tml.. last day of sch (even though it doesn't actually feel like a last day of sch lol) and tj idol! plus pearls system is SCRAPPED! yea man!! totally rox! now dun nid to worry abt getting another cca to supplement my pts while maintaining my commitment to choir=D all the yr1s were like cheering when we heard abt it this morning sia.. haha.. for the first time, thx s'pore govt!=)

and another thing i'm happi abt is we're finally going to haf our klaz tshirt!! even though somehow i ended up being the person to do everything.. but yay! finally, our klaz4C'04 tee!!! haha=D go klaz4c'04 blog to see the design for fun..

anw, to everyone: hapi (short) holidays!
and to ppl participating in tj idol tml: jiayou!!! esp TJChoir ppl!! we'll cheer for u man!

tml half day yay

tml will be half day coz we did well for a level.. tt time on fri oso saw cliffton n leslie.. haha.. cut their hair liao for ns.. lolx.. abit not used to their look though.. anw on fri we did binama wif actions.. but we're still at the middle part.. there's still a last part tt we haven't done wif actions.. n did sunset too.. anw choir rox~=P yay we'll haf 2 full days of choir prac on mon n tues of march hols.. 9am-5pm.. for practising musical n bin nam ma.. lolx.. hope the actions not too complicated sia.. but think will be damn fun=D if only it's choir chalet or sth.. haha.. so cool..

hai.. now i abit in a dilemma.. shld i stay in leo club? coz quite difficult to participate in most of its activities? mebbe shld join library? but library like so sian leh.. or juz take one cca? =S

still feel so dead now.. dunno why.. even though go gaigai wif my mum for e whole wkend den supposed to be happy..but somehow there's alot of stuff in my mind.. apprehension towards the nxt 22 months of my life.. doing well academically.. keeping friendships.. working towards an unknown goal which till now i haven't yet decided.. to be past caring abt certain stuff, at least for now.. well, hopefully for at least these 2 yrs i'll be able to keep my mind focused on what's impt.. not stuff which would only serve to distract me..

cya ppl~

BORED

wat the!?!??!?!!? i'm so damn bored. bored. bored. bored. at least there's choir later. but i cant sing today. ergh. bored totally. bored to tears. shld haf gone to sch. guess i was too blur when i woke up this morning to haf made the right decision. ok i sound so serious. wateva. i'm thinking too much.

o level results yesterday was alright.. perhaps i hoped for too much ba.. din haf much feeling when i received it.. juz tt comb humans was i always fail, i got a1.. amazing rite.. oh well.. miracles do happen sometimes..

bleargh dun even feel like blogging.. dun feel like doing anything.. dun feel like talking.. n the only reason why i'm typing here now is because there's nth else to do..
or of cos i can go study.. but ergh.. not now anw.. i'm juz so bored.

i miss... so many things. =(